Poker Face

As much as I thought I was tough, it feels as though I am constantly shown how weak I can be. Mostly in regards to my relationship with the love of my life. About him: a real man who has beliefs, morals, and a dream for a better future. A father who has handled the majority of the responsibility in raising his daughter, even through the adversities of his ex and her bitch ass mama. Teaching his daughter lessons for a better life, not allowing her to dumb herself down to be "cool", and supporting her when she does the right thing and the world doesn't care. A creator of music, he has an artistic side that I don't get to see firsthand, but I love his music. I wish I had a voice to sing and collaborate with him, but I wouldn't want to ruin his equipment. A lover of things unperfect, mostly in...

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Slow Night, So Long

It has been a while since I've expressed my most intimate thoughts and opinions on a blog. I believe I stopped because I was burnt out. I also think that I decided to live life without documenting every thought, feeling, and moment. In a sense I think it was good, but then there are times that I wish I would have captured in the moment. I blog without inhibitions, my emotions are real and my words are raw. If you can't handle honesty, which most cannot, then feel free to peruse the words of another. If you believe you can get down and dirty with me then stick around. My life isn't easy or traditional but I am happy where I am. Until next time...

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Cast and Crew

So it might be a little confusing when I tell my stories if you don't know who the characters are. Mr. Fox: My Husband. The absolute love of my lifetime. Yah Yah: Soulmate's daughter from his previous marriage, 10 years old and she reminds me of myself in a lot of ways...and then of her mother in a few. Ali: My oldest daughter, 7 years old and my first love Jammy Dodger: The Boy, 2 years old and crazy. Abby: The Girl, 7 months old and I'm pretty sure this isn't her first rodeo Bitters: Soulmate's ex-wife and Yah Yah's mom. I'll add to the list as needed...

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